I miss you more on days that end with why?

this is the letter i wrote to my sisters days after their death.

My dearest sisters, Ava and Olivia:

I remember the day Mom and Dad sat me down to tell me Mom was pregnant with you. I'm not going to lie, i was very surprised and a little weirded out that you two were coming into my life. But as time went on the idea grew on me and i couldn't of been more excited that i was going to have two new baby sisters. I've been the only child my whole life and i've always wanted siblings so it was a dream come true. Then the worst day came, we found out something wasn't right, then after so much struggle, we lost you both. All i wanted was to see, hold, and speak to you, but you had to go. There's so many things i wanted to teach you and things i wanted to share with you, but even though your gone I can still feel your presence. You will always live on in my heart, and I'll never forget you. We can all cry so much but we really need to take a step back and realize that you are in a better place and i know in my heart that one sweet day we will meet in heaven. I'll miss you til then but love you.. forever.

                                                                                                                         Love your big Sister,

                                                                                                                                             Hannah